[voice] un: masayoshi shido

[makejapangreat]

[He doesn't use video bc quite frankly he looks like Shit. So he uses voice. It's Not Much Better?]

How the fuck do you be a decent person...

No, wait.. [Give him a second.] How do you— know who you are? [???] Recently, something in me changed... was changed, forcefully, and...

[He's lost??? He's quiet for a few moments, before he growls. It sounds more like a groan.]

Nevermind. What is there to do around here?

[get some fucking rest shido????]

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[meowna]

That's right. He didn't say much about it, but he mentioned it in passing--things like how he was God's Chosen One, and how it was God's Will that things happened the way they did. I don't know all the details, since I haven't experienced myself yet.....

But I do know that there's apparently some kind of evil god pulling strings behind the scenes. I know we fight him and win. Even you may have been a pawn bent to some greater purpose.

[makejapangreat]

... it was in my dreams. At first I dismissed them as mere dreams, but they... quickly increased in frequency, and in vividness. They felt... incredibly real.

I heard words like "cleansing" and "wash". That I needed to do these things to. . . heal the country. Getting rid of the pollutant... the corruption. I remember, not too long afterward, I... started getting even more aggressive in my strategy and in my treatment of others.

... to think perhaps I was just being used as a mere pawn the whole time is somehow.. fitting.

[meowna]

[It's hard to say whether that's a laugh or a sigh. Either way, there's no mirth in it.]

Maybe so..... I'd have to ask Akira to find out the full story, though.

[makejapangreat]

[... Shido is quiet for awhile, seeming to contemplate something, but... dismisses the thought for now. He's still steeped a bit too deep in his self-loathing to really consider the fact that there may have been a very powerful influence on him, one that might have him things he would have never done otherwise...]

...mmm. It occurs to me that I don't know your name.

[Heh, Akechi had probably told him but he hadn't bothered with something so trivial...]

[meowna]

.....Heh. I guess we'll see if you remember it once you're not delirious, huh? My name is Morgana.

[Now Shido can at least go back and look it up later..... how badly will he cringe at this fully public conversation later, when he's in his right mind?]

[makejapangreat]

Morgana... Thank you for all you've told and done for me so far.

[... it's actually quite sincere.]

[meowna]

You're welcome. I don't like leaving things half done, you know.

[Awww, look at that sincerity! He'll take it and be pleased with the progress.]