[text] in: kana

[cyclicalconcept]

[Its a small, quick post. It’s also not in her normal formatting. But it’s obvious who it it’s, to some people.

And not just because it has Kana’s user name on it, of course.]

What is hate, to you? How do you know that you hate someone? How do you reconcile that hate when it’s towards someone you care for?




I hope I make some sense. I’m not sure what I’m thinking right now.

Comments

Probablecaws

[foolishjustice]

Hatred is resenting someone's actions or their effects on you or people important to you, to the point where you wish harm on them in return. Not simply wishing they would change their ways, but feeling an intense anger toward who they are.

It's an intense feeling, something that can even override everything else with the desire to punish the person you hate for the behaviors that caused that resentment.

[cyclicalconcept]

[Bit of a pause before they respond.]

I don’t think I’ve ever felt that in an intense way.

I definitely have felt strong feelings, but not to that point.

[foolishjustice]

You should consider yourself fortunate for that. Strong hatred is a sort of acid, that can eat away at everything else until it becomes your entire world.

[cyclicalconcept]

I wonder if that's what she thinks of me.

[foolishjustice]

[...]

Is it something you need to talk about?

[cyclicalconcept]

A lot of people in the past few days got me to think about things. Namely things about the Game, but also, about the time before then.




Back when she took my hands. You know?

[It hurts to say her name, when it shouldn't have.]