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[cyclicalconcept]

[Its a small, quick post. It’s also not in her normal formatting. But it’s obvious who it it’s, to some people.

And not just because it has Kana’s user name on it, of course.]

What is hate, to you? How do you know that you hate someone? How do you reconcile that hate when it’s towards someone you care for?




I hope I make some sense. I’m not sure what I’m thinking right now.

Comments

[burninglight]

The two tend to share common ground, at times.

[cyclicalconcept]

It's true, hope and despair are partners to one another.

[burninglight]

And despair tends to spiral into hatred, in my own experience.

[cyclicalconcept]

Yeah. Yet

yet somehow I don't think my creator ever felt real hatred. Despair, yes. Anger, yes. Even when her despair was a threat.

But never hatred. Maybe that's why it's so difficult to parse it out.

[burninglight]

[If he questioned the 'creator' remark (and he did), Ardyn didn't remark on it. Maybe she was another AI--it didn't really matter much for the sake of the discussion at hand.]

Some people are fortunate like that. That they can't really comprehend truly hating someone, or they do it so rarely that it seems like a foreign concept when it happens.

[cyclicalconcept]

It really is

foreign. To me. Even though I've seen so much hatred, and maybe I've been hated this whole time I.

That's why I kad to ask. People talking about the murder games, and speaking of Shido-san, brought up some memories and emotions. It was without warning. I didn't know what to think of myself.

[burninglight]

It's a peculiar sort of line, I think.

To feel hatred is an entirely human emotion, I can't claim there to be anything wrong with that. But to feel too much of it is insanity by definition.

[cyclicalconcept]

[This is hard. Ah, but that's what existence is, anyways.]

Insanity...no, I don't think she's insane. I hope not.

I guess I'm thinking of myself and the other person. Back home, I mean.