[text] in: kana

[cyclicalconcept]

[Its a small, quick post. It’s also not in her normal formatting. But it’s obvious who it it’s, to some people.

And not just because it has Kana’s user name on it, of course.]

What is hate, to you? How do you know that you hate someone? How do you reconcile that hate when it’s towards someone you care for?




I hope I make some sense. I’m not sure what I’m thinking right now.

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un: purrista

[beguiledcard]

Hey, Kana.

I've heard some people say it's not much different from love, or that you can't hate someone you've never loved... And yet, the one I hated most of all, was someone who hurt people I love, as well as myself and countless other people.

[ THIS IS SO MUCH TBH ]

For some people, thinking about the one they hate just makes them angry, while others even feel sick to their stomach. Or a desire to lash out or kill them. Maybe you could want them to suffer, or maybe you could just never want to see them ever again.

On top of it all, there are different intensities of hatred, so even the amount of each feeling that comes with hate can vary. And, really... what a person chooses to do with feelings of hate can be different.

[ he never wants to do this ever again ]

TL;DR feelings are complicated, and no two people ever feel something in the exact same way over the exact same person or thing.

[cyclicalconcept]

Hello, Akira-san.

[it's pretty obvious it's you, sorry]

I guess I do feel a little sick to my stomach, when I think about it. And, I cry. Not always. But I do.

[beguiledcard]

[ No part of him would be offended by this. ]

That sounds almost like how I'd describe grief.

[ Not that he's... recently felt that... or anything. Haha... ]

I guess this is why base emotions exist; feelings such as "upset" or "tired" function as wider groups.

In my experience, it's difficult to pinpoint an exact emotion sometimes, when I'm actively feeling it.